japan

i'm looking forward to japan.

at this point, i think anywhere except singapore will be welcome.

but cold japan is particularly appealing.

japan is a strange place. so much beauty and yet it can be so cruel, perverted and scary.

she has not come to terms with the past.

i'm like japan in my ways. i'm beautiful at times and monstrous as well.

i honestly don't know whether old painful things are in the way. i think not but the brain tells you lies. the sandman tells you lies.

but lies have profund truths in them so let's not despise these lies.

why are lies truthful?

because of hope.

and the desire for beauty, rest and completeness.