a mystery

Consider this quote, from George Orwell:

"All writers are vain, selfish, and lazy, and at the very bottom of their motives there lies a mystery."

I dare not call myself a writer, but let me claim all her qualities.

There is something most mysterious going on with me.

As it is mysterious, I do not have a clue to my predicament.

If I can call this a predicament.

What I know is I'm finding myself more and more in agreement with Absurdism.

I'm pushing, dancing, puffing and soon I will break into pieces.

And so will you.